Least to the Greatest

Every week some staff from Amani as well as some members from the local Calvary Chapel Jinja travel 45 minutes into the bush to lead a children's club on Saturdays and house visits on Wednesday and Friday. So often when we go on missions trips we pray and prepare for opportunities to serve the community and be a blessing to those we come in contact with. Giving to those in need and sharing the love the Father has for us is our main purpose. I was so overwhelmed by the experience of our house visits this week and it has easily been the highlight of my week. I look forward to interacting and sharing life with these sweet faces a few times a week.
The people in the village live with no running water, no eletricity, a camp fire as a stove, a dirt filled mangles sheet as a door , straw for a roof , one change of clothing and a couple chickens. These people consider themselves blessed, content, and fortunate with close to nothing. The family we visited this week quickly bowed to the ground in greeting us. They proceeded to wash our hands for us before giving us all the seats they owned for our comfort. The mama of the
home prepared a generous portion of lunch, most likely all they had allotted for the entire day for their family. As I was sitting there graciously eating this precious food I was so overwhelmed by the selflessness of this family. Giving up all the best that one has for strangers , to ensure our comfort was to much. It is so easy to get caught up in taking care of yourself , paying bills , eating when your hungry , showering when your dirty , sleeping when tired. We have everything we need whenever we need to want it. We never really have to go without or sacrifice for anyone. When we do it's to the minimum and rare. Yet so often we think of loss or giving up as a negative thing. A painful process that will have you lacking. On the contrary the opposite is true. We see in the Bible that we are blessed , matured , and the most like Christ when we give of ourselves until we have none left. That 's when we feel the most fulfilled. Only then are we giving
Out of the very abundance that is of and from Christ. All we have been given, all we are is because of Christ. How humbly and absolutely beautiful to see this in action from those that you came prepared to serve yourself. The Lord in His love and mercy painted this picture before me with the sole purpose of revealing my heart , it's wickedness and self centeredness. All we need for this life and.godliness is found in Him , may He be enough , our all , our everything. Father strip away those things that compete for our attentions and affections. Jesus you be the center and the reason for life itself.


1 TIMOTHY 6:
But godliness with contentment is great gain, for we brought nothing into the world, and we cannot take anything out of the world. But if we have food and clothing, with these we will be content. 


MARK 10:43-45
But it shall not be so among you. But whoever would be great among you must be your servant, and whoever would be first among you must beslave of all. For even the Son of Man came not to be served but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.”

JEREMIAH 31:34
And no longer shall each one teach his neighbor and each his brother, saying, ‘Know the Lord,’ for they shall all know me, from the least of them to the greatest, declares the Lord. For I will forgive their iniquity, and I will remember their sin no more.”

The Young Braves

 

There is so much to be learned and discovered about yourself from being around children 24/7. While feelings of loneliness, exhaustion, and chaos can quickly and easily set in. Moments of silence , peace , and conversations with adults becomes quickly appreciated and treasured to a whole new extreme. It has been slightly lonely around Amani with myself being the last and only volunteer for this season minus one girl who arrives tonight for a few weeks. Coming home to an empty home , speaking baby talk all day long , not having real adult conversations for days , and rarely leaving Amani compound has taken a toll. I always have considered myself and introvert , pretty quiet and content keeping myself occupied, but some would argue differently because my close to 1,000 friends on FB alone!!!! I am realizing this is far from the case, I need.people , I need comfortable , I familiarity, I need partnership , I need company especially in the midst of different , challenge and or the unknown.
How easily I am prone to dispare, feel alone, and forgotten. How easily I forget that I am never alone never forsaken even when I'm on the other side of the world seemingly alone. How quickly I sit in a empty room or even in a room full of screaming , laughing babies and ignore the presence of my Father , or recall a song of worship or passage or scripture in those times of need.
I spend the most of my hours in ABC Cottage B which is home to eight beautiful baby girls ages 1-4. These littlest princesses ALWAYS have a smile on their face , a skip in their step, and a song in their heart. If anyone has good enough reason to feel abandoned and alone it would be them. Yet the Lord constantly reminds me through these little ones that I am His , He has called us by name , that He will never leave us alone. He is our helper , comfort , provider, and peace. Faith like a small child Father give it to me. All through the day the babies can be heard belting at the top of their lungs songs like Jesus Loves Me , and Read Your Bible Pray Every Day. Just the things I need my soul to be reminded of on a daily hour by hour basis.

John 14:18-21
I will not leave you as orphans; hI will come to you. Yet a little while and the world will see me no more, but jyou will see me. kBecause I live, you also will live.In that day you will know that mI am in my Father, and nyou in me, and oI in you. Whoever has my commandments and qkeeps them, he it is who loves me. And rhe who loves me swill be loved by my Father, and I will love him and tmanifest myself to him.

New Beginnings

As i sit down to write this I am so overwhelmed with the stories and details I could share. My mind tends to go foggy from being exhausted after long days and from having so much to process all at once. Every little thing her has such significance and mesning, being away from home and solely relying on the Lord's love and grace hour by hour makes you view things in such a new light.
Today we settled in to the normal routine that is followed on weekdays. In the morning all the babies ages 2-6 spend time in preschool doing reading, writing , singing , crafts, and working on social skills.
Since I've been here at AMANI we have had the privilege of praying over and sending off 2 of the girl babies. They are now safely reunited with family members. While it is so hard for staff it is then end goal and a happy occasion for all involved. The days here fly by before you can even blink. It was a gorgeous day the babies got to spend quality time outdoors before we headed inside for super , bathes , teeth brushing , story time, prsyers. Of course enough of the most precious hugs and kisses to go around before lights went out. They call me Auntie Hannah, my heart melts every time they yell at me always wanting me to be looking at one of them doing some trick. Or saying cheese in my face which means I want to take a picture with you.

Solid Ground

After the longest trsvel journey of my life , I'm proud to announce that i am safely on solid ground in Jinja Uganda. The Lord tremendously blessed my travels, specific prayers were answered, the transitions were smooth and effortless. Yet again the Lord proved Himself  greater , and faithful.
It is absolutely GORGEOUS here. While everything is soo new and different , it all feels comfortable, natural , and peaceful. Like I am finally home , somewhere where I've belonged to in a sense for a long time. The trees are vibrant green . There are trees and nature all.around. The streets are solid red dirt. Dogs run in and out of sugar cane feilds. The sun glistens off the Nile River and Lake Victoria.
Today marked my first full day her in Uganda. While I slept until 5pm due to serious jet lag, I am having oatmeal and a  good strong cup of coffee for dinner as I write this. Life is so simple her , kids run free and happy in the yard. You have no idea what time or day it is because your busy doing whatever needs to be done. There are no distractions , just a.calm hour by hour being. Tomorrow is Sunday ,  we will be taking some of the older kids to church , eating my first authentic African lunch ,and exploring the town and local markets. Can't wait to fully be immersed in this beautiful new culture. Many memories are being made, there will be plenty of stories and pictures to be shared.
Continue to pray for good health, blessed outreach in the village, and that the Lord would give me heart to honor and glorify him in all things as I begin teaching preschool to these little ones on Monday.

Compelled For This

What compels one to quit their job at the prime ?
What compels one to put life on hold to chase a calling?
What compels one to travel half way around the world?
What compels one to face a world of unknowns?
What compels one to leave the comforts of home to spend 5 weeks with strangers, different food, no running water , minimal WiFi, and tons of bugs?
What compels one to spend 24/7 loving on the least of these, giving all time and energy to show Gods children they are worthy and loved when everyone else in their life screams the opposite?

THE LOVE OF GOD COMPELS

2 Corinthians 5:
13 For if we are beside ourselves, it is for God; if we are of sound mind, it is for you. 14 For the love of Christ compels us, having concluded this, that one died for all, therefore all died; 15 and He died for all, so that they who live might no longer live for themselves, but for Him who died and rose again on their behalf.

16 Therefore from now on we recognize no one according to the flesh; even though we have known Christ according to the flesh, yet now we know Him in this way no longer. 17 Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creature; the old things passed away; behold, new things have come. 18 Now all these things are from God, who reconciled us to Himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation, 19 namely, that God was in Christ reconciling the world to Himself, not counting their trespasses against them, and He has committed to us the word of reconciliation.

20 Therefore, we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God were making an appeal through us; we beg you on behalf of Christ, be reconciled to God. 21 He made Him who knew no sin to be sin on our behalf, so that we might become the righteousness of God in Him.

This passage explains the reason for my "madness"  to myself and all those around me. Those who support me and those who still consider me crazy. I was talking to a friend this week, who humbly and honestly sat there and told me " I have no desire what so ever to go to Africa ever". This got me thinking and I was blown away by the truth God spoke to my heart in that moment.
FIRST it confirmed for me once again that this calling, and desire God has placed on my heart is real. This overwhelming feeling of HAVING to do something, and go somewhere. Not knowing when , or how, or why but feeling the heaviness that I need to complete a job and be apart of a ministry in this lifetime. Jesus by His grace and mercy has called us each to a specific place, people group, age group, and type of ministry. He has gifted us with different passions, interests , talents, and abilities yet all with the same end goal and purpose. The reconciling of the world to Himself. The spread of His name, His fame, His hope to the ends of the earth. Yes the Lord could complete His task of redeeming His elect to Himself without a single one of us, but for our good and sanctification He allows us a part in it . What a blessing not only for those we minister to but through this process of serving others we for the most part  receive the most ministering to.

SECONDLY I completely was able to process exactly what I was doing and why during this season that the Lord has me in. For years ever since high school I have been a control freak. Always had a plan for every hour, day, week, month, year of my life. Where I would go to college, who I would meet there, when I would graduate, when I thought I would get married, have kids, etc. Much to the opposite God has taken the last couple years and shown me time and time again through the process of BREAKDOWN that His ways are higher , and what He has planned for my  life is far more amazing then anything I could ever plan. Full surrender to the Spirit takes you from a place of comfort and throws you into an adventure of trust, open doors, provision, and the building of new divine relationships. When I sit back and think on all the Lord has been doing and is continuing to work out I am amazed, filled with hope, surrounded by love, all while being guided into the unknown.
When you constantly remind yourself of who you serve , and who your living this life for the scary, unknown, and impossible of this life becomes so small. When times of doubt set in. When funds are short. When you feel nasty sick. When you have to get  close to 20 shots in a matter of a few days. When there are bills to pay. A job to find. Responsibilities to take care of, and decisions to make, through and through Gods peace is there. His faithfulness and proved time and time again. We are called to walk, to trust , to submit, and to follow. No matter what the cost, no matter how we feel and no matter is the call seems just short of impossible.
What has the Lord been calling you to, what ministry has the Lord placed on your heart, what excuses are you currently making as why you can't? These are all things I have to constantly bring before the Lord personally. It is easy to get caught up in comfortable and push aside the hard things, the uncomfortable things to the back burner. I can tell you right now , they never go away, and accepting the challenge of uncomfortable and impossible is sooo fulfilling!!!

For to this you have been called, because Christ also suffered for you, leaving you an example, so that you might follow in his steps. He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness. By his wounds you have been healed. For you were straying like sheep, but have now returned to the Shepherd and Overseer of your souls.

1 Peter: 21-25

This song has become the theme verse of my life ever since I started seriously planning my trip to Africa. No matter what the cost Lord we let go of ALL we have just to have ALL of You!

         

Why We Educate Our Girls

This is an incredible article that I was pointed to by my good friend Katie. The subject of this article has come up recently in a handful of theological discussions and is something I feel VERY strongly about. God's will for every woman , as His precious daughter is for them to know and love Him as fully as they can. With their whole heart. We cannot achieve that end if we negate the importance of our woman, and girls to receive a full mature education.

Why We Educate Our Girls 

John Piper 

On April 14, 2014, the terrorist Islamist group called Boko Haram kidnapped over 270 girls, most between ages 16 and 18, from the Chibok Government Girls Secondary School in northeast Nigeria.

Boko Haram means “Western education is sinful.” Part of the motivation behind the attack is their belief that it is sinful for girls to be formally educated at all. Educating girls is a Western effort to undermine the Islamic view of the family.

The leader of Boko Haram, Abubakar Shekau, said in a recording, “Western education should end. . . . Girls, you should go and get married.” He warned that he would “give their hands in marriage because they are our slaves. We would marry them out at the age of 9. We would marry them out at the age of 12.”

While we advocate for vigorous efforts for the return of the young women, and while we pray for them and their evil abductors, it is fitting to remind ourselves why we as Christians encourage our girls and young women to seek a full education. What I mean by “full” will become clear.

1. God created man male and female in his image.

“God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them” (Genesis 1:27). The unique human capacities for knowing God and loving God belong to men and women.

The capacity to know the world as from God and through God and for God belongs to men and women. The capacity to delight in all good things, out of thanks to God and for the glory of God, belong to men and women.

Maximizing these capacities in the worship of God and the fruitful use of the world, is a divine mandate to men and women. “God blessed them. And God said to them, ‘Be fruitful and multiply and fill the earth and subdue it’” (Genesis 1:28).

2. God has revealed his glory in the natural world, and he intends for all his creatures to see his wonders and give him praise.

One of the great aims of education is to impart habits of mind that can see the fullest possible range of God’s wonders in the world he has made (Psalm 19:1; 104:23). The praises of women are to increase with their abilities to see and understand the wonderful works of God in the world (Psalm 105:2).

3. God has revealed himself more fully in the inspired word of God than he has in the natural world.

The fact that God reveals himself in a book is explosive with implications for education, from the cradle to the grave. All who aspire to know and love God as fully as they can will aspire to learn to read the book of God.

The Bible is the most important book in the world because it is God’s revelation of what humans need to know for salvation and fruitfulness which we cannot find out any other way. Here is where God can be truly known, and fully loved. Education is the process of imparting habits and skills of reading that enable human beings to know God and love God as fully as possible.

God wills for women to know him and love him as fully as they can. He wills for them to commune with him directly — as daughter to Father — through their encounter with the Bible. She is a fellow heir of the grace of life (1 Peter 3:7) and is not to be limited in her access to her Father or his word.

“You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind” (Matthew 22:37), was not a command given only to men. Women will be held back from knowing and loving God as fully as they can, if they are held back from forming the habits and skills of reading — not just the skills of a third grade reader, but the skills of discerning the full riches of biblical revelation concerning the great work of the Son of God in his life, death, and resurrection. This is the great work of education.

4. All the roles into which God leads women call for the habits of mind which education is meant to cultivate.

These include the habits of:

• observing all things accurately and thoroughly,
• understanding clearly what she has observed,
• evaluating fairly in the discernment of what is true,
• feeling intensely according to the worth of what she has evaluated,
• applying wisely and helpfully in life what she understands and feels,

and expressing in speech and writing and deeds what she has seen, understood, felt and applied, in such a way that its accuracy, clarity, truth, value, and helpfulness can be known and enjoyed by others.

Whether she is a church-serving, globally aware, politically awake, neighbor-loving full-time homemaker and mom, or a partner with her husband in breadwinning, or an unmarried career woman, or other role, God’s call on her life is to

• observe accurately (Matthew 13:16; Mark 8:18; Luke 6:42; John 9:39),
• understand clearly (Mark 8:21; Ephesians 5:17),
• evaluate truly (Luke 12:57; 1 Corinthians 10:15),
• feel appropriately (Romans 12:9; Philippians 4:4; James 4:9),
• apply truth wisely (James 1:22; Romans 12:2),
• and express herself effectively (Ephesians 4:15; Colossians 4:6).

These are the aims of a full education. These are the aims of Christian discipleship. These are the aims of Christ-exalting womanhood. Without them our knowledge of Christ, his world, his salvation, his ways in history, and our path of obedience will remain immature. God does not call any of his children, men or women, to immaturity. Therefore he calls them all to a full education.

A Faith That Functions

Soo it has been a year since I have opened or written in this blog. It blows me away how much life gets busy, seasons change, and time just keeps going by. In and through all the Lord still remains steadfast and so faithful, amidst the shifting of jobs , feelings and circumstances. He is the same yesterday, today, and forever more. PRAISE THE LORD. He is the rock we can lean upon, the wing we can hide under , and the Shepherd to guide us.

This poem if you want to call it that summarizes my thoughts EXACTLY on faith. Enjoy being refreshed and encouraged as you read this. Provided my a friend's blog!!

“If we think faith lies in achieving—

In getting from God whatever we seek;

To grant us prosperity or freedom from pain,

Or health or companions, or anything we ask.

Then we have not understood

The meaning of faith,

Or the difference between

The spirit and mind.

Feelings are made of the stuff of the mind.

Ignorance and illusion; knowledge and error,

Are the dubious sources

From which they all come.

The spirit and mind are often in conflict.

So says even, the Apostle Paul.

Much goes on within our minds

That never will touch the spirit at all.

As the body may be weak,

And yet the mind be quite strong;

So, the mind may be weak,

While the spirit is strong”.

“God will never leave you, nor forsake you.

To think that He has, is Satan’s lie.

But you cannot test His presence with you

By what you see with human eyes.

No, it is not a lack of faith that is your problem.

It is misconceptions of what faith ought to be.

It is measuring faith by human standards of trust,

And putting weight on what you think or feel.”

Hebrews 11:1

“Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.”

Corinthians 5:7

“We live by faith, not by sight.”